So life is always unpredictable...sometimes life is just random.
But why so many people prefer a status quo? or go back into time? or live stably? Because randomness hurt.
Things change, sometimes better sometimes worse, but I thought I enjoy changes!! Life's gonna be so boring if there's no changes!!
But maybe that only works when it changes in your favor.
But every morning I wake up and tell myself it's time to pick yourself up! Yes Yes!! It happened for like 8 hours and when dusk arrives...the emotion came back and haunt me.
And I'll have to find a thousand reasons to put myself into sleep, and it will last another 15 hours. It's like taking prozac shot, haha
Anyway, I think someone's right about Happiness will only come to the door of smiles, and even if you need to force it, force it. =)
I don't know what I'm feeling anymore, but like many naive people, I want to turn back time to good times. Haha, but without bad times, I'll never know when are the good ones, so... sigh relief.
Sometimes people says let it go, but sometimes having some hope helps you go through a day easier, until you're finally healed. Haha, should I let it go but be super emotional or should I have some hope and chill through a day?
Should I?
=)
Use to be lonely.
14 years ago
